Life

Life

I'm actualy pretty bothered. It was kinda hard to sleep last night. So many things came to mind blah... I dunno confused I guess. I. Just dislike it when someone tells you something but show otherwise. It's shady and it leaves u hanging! It sucks ahh anyway! Wutev

Sooooo

Yesterday was my auditions. I got there a little early but it's fine cuz I was able to stretch. It went well actually it wasn't as grand compared to GCC but it was fun still. There were 7 pcs I had to do. the hiphop piece was kinda weird. Nobody understood the rhythm and it was super fast what the heck. They made this weird mix and cut some parts of the song which made me very uncertain of what I was doing haha. I loved the contemporary one tho. Very loose and abstract. I just hope the rehearsal isn't on a Sunday morning otherwise I can't. There were a lot more weird materials but I had fun so that's all that counts.

Today I went to school. My alarm didn't go off so I wasn't able to ride with tita G (grace, I call her that haha) so had to asked my mom to take me and I was at school from 940-1130 then home. Oh yea so my friend jeff told me he goes to valley now and he's like " Dont worry I won't stalk you" I'm thinkin, wait u thought that so that means he will! Haha jk but haven't seen him around campus so it's ok. Haha

So now I'm in bed blogging through my iPod as usual. I just finished my devo and here's my share:
John 1:18

What got me is the part when it said, No one has ever seen God, But His only Son, who is himself God, is near to the Father's heart.
Sighhh to think that only the SON has seen God because he's NEAR to the Father's HEART. same with us for us to see Jesus, to know and be able to imitate His ways and get to know His personality the things he likes and dislikes, things that would and wouldn't interest him etc we ought to be close to His heart. When were interested on something someone we stay close right to know more about them. Well same principle should be applied here and I will aim for that.my prayer is that I will be so near my Jesus' heart and you guys as well.